6:45am

life sux.
hate getting up at 5:30am for a job i don't like.
tired of going home to crazyness.
i'm sure i can go on, but i'm just complaining.. because i feel like it.

7:00am

Monday Monday.. Monday. not much else to say about that one. Just wish i was almost anywhere but here. lol

12:30pm

Nothing like gulping down a McD's dollar menu. Full and a bit sick at the same time. LOL

10:00am

wow, really.. 10 come on day quicken up. Makes a person crazy and depressed when the day takes foooorever to be done. Of course when i get home it will fly by.

7:25am

ugh.. only about 7:30.. boy it's going to be a long day.

8:30am

well, it's 1st break and I'm already wanting to go home and sleep. Wanting to go back to SC, or somewhere that's not here. Plus no breakfast probably doesn't help. lol

6:50am

Blah back to work from a nice relaxing va-ca. going to be an interesting week after a week being gone.

8:15am

Dam. I'm so tired im falling asleep. no joke..

6:40am

Well.. with one person being on vacation i should be staying in here until he gets back.

12:00pm

Should be heading to lunch, but have a Doc apt. at 1 so i want to keep as much time as i can.

11:00am

finally in my own Dept. this morning, yay. lol I get pushed out to others way tooo often, not sure how long it will last though.

8:40am

In processing... again

8:40

setting here eating crackers and drinking a ton of water. I get reflux almost every day and im good, or i can handle it. Just a bit more than normal where i'm having trouble handling it..

8:20am

Good morning Mr. Acid Reflux!, At least i believe it is. Visited the friendly Porcelain God just a min a go. I can keep going i can do it...

8:05

ugg setting here waiting fir someone to give me info and their taking their time or something..

7:10am

whew, hard morning work. just helped unload a pallet of copy paper. Its so dam hot were sweating our asses off.

2:50pm

man the last 10 always daaarg on. I wana go home already..

9:50am

i forgot.. Frustrated

9:40am

wheee not doing to hot, feeling very anxious at the moment. Been getting up and moving around which is helping a bit but it probably looks odd to others. do what u gota do..

8:50am

another day,, I cant get out of this dam hostess cupcake thing. Their so good and cant help myself to one. :P

9:40am

Im still not fully awake today, starting to dose off again. Just need to figure out the right combo to help me asleep or go to bed earlyer or later. ill give the early one first,

12:50pm

Got back lunch about 20 min ago, must of needed some food to pep me up a bit. I guess a bowl of Honeycomb, a little Debby cupcake, and mountain dew aren't quite the best for you. LOL Now lets see how the rest of the day goes. ;P

7:20am

Hah! just realized i had long socks on with shorts and i forgot to roll them down. So my socks were up to my calf. lol

6:50am

wow, i feel like im messed up on something this morning. May of been i took a little more one of my meds last night. I was awake off and on since 3:00am this morning, mainly was awake. Makes for an interesting morning. lol

1:45pm

uggg, why do the last couple hours last sooo long.

12:30am

well lunch is over and another unhealthy meal eaten. lol. so i have 2 and a half hours left of the work day and longer time to do stuff i don't care to do. HAH

8:10am

well at least it's almost 2 hours down haha. hopefully it stays a quick day for me and i don't fall asleep.

7:40am

This morning i was a crazy talker, usually that means I'm drunk or really tired. I've come to the conclusion that I'm not drunk, so I'm just tired.

6:40am

sigh, another early morning, but it is Friday. of course the weekend cant be without people causing drama, ugg get a life.

7:00am

ugg didn't wake up till about 20 after 6 this morning, have to be in at 6:30. oops. So of course im tired didn't get my refresh wake up time.

10:15am

I think it's going to be one of those sllooow days.

1:50pm

Can anyone say Nap? it's what I'll be taking after work, unlike yesterday where i had to fix my car. blah but it works Wooo!

10:45am

i found an old stash of Doritos in a desk drawer, yes their mine. Feeling a bit better now that i ate a bit.

9:55am

GOD! it's only about 10... i see a looong day ahead. Someone get me out of here. lol

9:00am

man, i think i really need to start packing some type of snack things. I'm flippin starving and i have no $ to get stuff from the machine.

7:05am

another morning another day, can't say much about it yet. Looks like i may be in the warehouse later though, not too much to scan. blah

2:45

15 min to go till i get to go home. I see a large nap in the near future.

9:40

I'm so dam hungry i want eat my own arm,,

6:40

Guess i should start this up again. After over a month things have gotten a bit bumpy. Went into a Psych ward and was off work around 3 weeks. Went back to work and they took my job away and gave me some really crappy job. now I'm setting here at 6:40 in the morning.. gota love it...

8:55am

I have an Emergancy Apt with my Doc this mornign at 9:30am. I'm really worried and scared of the outcome. This may be my last post for a while, wish me luck..

10:50pm

This is part of an artical i found.



BALANCE YOUR BLOOD SUGAR


There is a direct link between mood and blood sugar balance. All carbohydrate foods are broken down into glucose and your brain runs on glucose. The more uneven your blood sugar supply the more uneven your mood.

Eating lots of sugar is going to give you sudden peaks and troughs in the amount of glucose in your blood; symptoms that this is going on include fatigue, irritability, dizziness, insomnia, excessive sweating (especially at night), poor concentration and forgetfulness, excessive thirst, depression and crying spells, digestive disturbances and blurred vision. Since the brain depends on an even supply of glucose it is no surprise to find that sugar has been implicated in aggressive behaviour, anxiety, and depression, and fatigue.

Lots of refined sugar and refined carbohydrates (meaning white bread, pasta, rice and most processed foods,) is also linked with depression because these foods not only supply very little in the way of nutrients but they also use up the mood enhancing B vitamins; turning each teaspoon of sugar into energy needs B vitamins. Sugar also uses up other important nutrients.

The best way to keep your blood sugar level even is to eat what is called a low Glycemic Load (GL) diet and avoid, as much as you can, refined sugar and refined foods, eating instead whole foods, fruits, vegetables, and regular meals. There are a number of books that explain the low-GL diet in detail including the Holford Low GL Diet. Caffeine also has a direct effect on your blood sugar and your mood and is best kept to a minimum, as is alcohol.





http://www.foodforthebrain.org/content.asp?id_Content=1713

10:15pm

I had a huge episode tonight. It onset fairly quickly at a group meeting. In an hour or so it prettymuch left as quick as it came. I happend to remember what I ate for lunch, 3 pieces of pizza, I normaly ony eat 2, and 3 mini cupcakes. I had an idea, can sugar set off bipolar? Well indeed it can along with carbohydrates, 3 pieces of pizza 3 cupcakes wow that's a lot of bad things. I looked more into it, the feelings I had erliar that I thought was a migrain, well its a big sign of an upcoming episode.

10:00pm

Wow, it was pointed out to me tonight about one of my posts this morning. I know sometimes for everyone has point where it seems no one can help. I've got tons of support from many people around me. Sometimes it is hard to tell someone how you feel, but it needs to be done or it builds up.

4:40pm

Andrea sais i probably have the stomach flu/cold thing that spreading through the office. Might be what the Wife and Kid cought 1st. I feel like puking and pooping at the same time. haha at least i'll be cleaned out.

4:30pm

Must be the weather doing all thid crap to my head. I just want to go home and take my head off rinse it out to clean all the gunk then put it back just to make my head feels less crappy. hah

2:00pm

ok, i think i may have it. It's getting hard for me to read, focus, and think straight. it could be the onset of a nasty migrane.. ug need to find drugs very soon.

2:00pm

whew.. not sure what's going on right now. I think i ate too many little cupcakes or pizza. I'm all light headed feal sick to my stomach and i think i'm sweating..

9:40am

I'm so tired, mentaly and physicly. Plus i'm so worn down that i've become a blob of flesh setting down all day, crying at night and sometimes in the morning. At this point i don't think anyone can help.

4:25pm

ugg. work hard during the day to get things ready to go out and then told, oh were goign to wait untill monday to send it out. Send somethign to 6 coworkes get one responce back, on a project due today.. now i'm bored.

4:35pm

Sigh.. 25 min to go. it's one of those times where you're done with what you were doing or waiting on info from someone. You heve extra time before the day's over but not enough time to start something new.

2:50pm

Can't wait for the weekend. Hopefully nice weather i can spend some time outside doing whatever. Get to see a free movie Sat morning, 1 week before it comes out.

12:50am

ugg. i got a full night sleep, thanks Ambian, so why do i feel so tired.

11:15ap

well, not a whole lot to do today but work on the weekly flyer. So i'll be on the bored side again today.

4:25pm

ug, doing processes that make it so i can't do much, anythign interesting anyhow. almost 30 min to go.. wooo

3:30pm

i'm so done today i just don't even give a flying f. i don't want to work, i'm working getting stuff done but who give a crap.

1:30pm

All i can say is it's a good thing i've got a Doc Apt. tomorrow.

10:00am

Amazing how when one thing happens early in the day that it can mess up the rest of it. Though it is only 10

9:30am

Why is it when we see something bad is goign to happen but we just keep going untill it happens.

2:15pm

i just thought, have i written something today..? Not sure. So it's been kind of a boring day, always is after deadline. I haven't gotten the full OK to send but i'm sure it will be. Other than that i'm having one of those can't stand be touched type of days, over stimulated sense of touch i guess.

5:30am

Weeee bubbels and razzberies. Razzberies are funny but not at 5:30 in the morning.

2:15pm

i hate this, i was able to calm down a bit with some slow meditation like breathing a little while ago. Now looks like my body and everything want's to go the other direction, i'm almost falling asleep now.

10:10am

Brain Fart, Brain Fart... and what was i doing... ummm... I think i'm getting Brain Farts on top of othere ones.

9:35am

Nothing like a monday to have tons of work thrown at you. Baby's 1st day at Daycare, forgot my time card and lunch at home, had to calibrate the scanner, print out the whole PowerPoint i'm working on for sales, printout pages for the Warner catalog, and check studio sites for new DVD art, all in the 1st 1/2 hour of work. Yay Mondays!!

6:30pm

ugg... my head hurts.. I'm frustrated and i just want to go home. We may go out to eat but i think were playing it by ear.

4:25pm

grr... just a bit adgitated now. Trying to get stuff out by 5 now, they decided to switch stuff out so it can go out to the printers by end of day. My comp is being so flippin slow, why do they always slow down and screw up when your in a hurry.

3:55pm

Wait, wait, wait. All i'm doing is waiting on people to get back with me on 3 projects im doing. Goign to make the next hour go slllooooww. Biut then i get to go home.. wooo.

2:20pm

God it's been a buzy slow day. A lot of work to do and whatnot and normally if your so dam buzy the day goes fast... not today. :(

2:40pm

whew, man i'm doing almost everythign i can to not fall asleep. Not sure why i'm so tired all of a sudden. No i don't think it has to do anything about me up late last night, but up early..

1:45pm

ugg, having trouble staying awake. My body and brain say shut off. I say no i got to do this work, but it's not listening.

9:25am

yeah, make a lot of distractions for the ADHD people..

9:10am

Settin here stomach upset with acid reflux watching some professional photographer take pics of marketing people by our Graphics people. Luckily enough i'm not in them. LOL

4:45pm

I smell like rain and peanut butter cups.

4:20pm

Little over 1/2 an hour to go and it will probably drag on. LOL Can't wait to go home chill and try to go eat.

11:00am

God i sooo don't want to be here and i don't feel like doing anything. A total lack of motavation today, plus i'm getting sidetracked on other stuff that interests me more.

9:50am

Happy Cinco Demyo!.. or however it's spelled. Looks like today may be a long rough one, Hopefully not.

11:25am

Sigh.. you think you'r caught up but then you remember other things from the prior week you forgot about.

4:25pm

GRRR it's the stupid server, others are having isues too. I'm ready to throw my
F'n computer accross the room!

4:20pm

Things aren't quite going as they shold be. Computer is acting up, the stupid server is being slow. I can't get things done like i need to, so i'm getting extreamly frustrated and anxious. Makes my stomache just churn.

11:00

Ugg.. i hate playing catchup after 3 days of missing work unexpectedly, especially when emotional.

9:00am

whew.. what an interesting morning. Up and down, coulden't sleep but not as bad as the wife. Awating an appointent with a Doc. in hopes to find out wtf is going on with the daughter. Were so tired and mentaly draind from it all, we just want answers.

3:50pm

man, i can't wait untill 5 I need to get out of here. It's hot in here, my stomache is bothering me, i'm stressed about stuff (probably why my stomache is upset), what to do what to do...

10:35am

sigh.. So worn out and tired.. mentally. Just at a complete loss of things and almost numb of emotions yet on the verge of breaking down.

4:45pm

shoo.. the weekly got out about 10 min ag. A tad stressfull when they want changes at 3:30. Caint wait till the weekend truely starts..

3:15

NOISE.. Too much noise. Too many dam people tying to talk at once, sensory overload!

12:30

Just got back from lunch, i miss my lunch buddies. :'( Working through the day, so far it's gone pretty quick. Gave the weekly over for Supervisors approvals, now working on the Warner specialty catalog. Fun Fun

9:00

The M&M Pusher strikes again! This morning i got some Wild Cherry M&Ms. I guess Sunoco on Airport has Cherry and Coconut.

4:20pm

hmm. I'm haky and kind of anxious, really not sure why. Maybe all the junk i ate today Cerial, Resee Mini Eggs, Wendys, more Mini Eggs. Or it's just an odd thing right now.

2:20pm

SEE!!

http://www.cnn.com/2010/HEALTH/04/22/naps.memory.dream.brain/index.html?eref=igoogle_cnn

I truely foundm this after the i need a nap post...

2:15pm

uuuhhgg.. Why am i still stuffed form lunch. I think the Wife and I need a small break from a bit of crazyness and take a good nap.

5:05pm

Still at work, My choice. Scanning in pictures of Mary so we can have them to print later. Can't wait to leave though, plus i got a bit of a headache. Eh

10:00am

almost a hour into the work day and already don't want to be here. Not because i'm tired, because i just don't feel motivated enough to do anything.

10:35am

Besides the date being what it is i'm doing ok. Got a funky cough but i think that's just alergy related. Hopefully the day continues as is, just speeds up so it ends quickly. Well for work anyhow.

2:00pm

Just in case somone was wondering.. It is monday, thigs are ok. Not too much to do here at work but i'm focused on a work related, side, keep me busy, style project.

1:00

Well... the supresensativity is gone, replaced by depression. booo

10:00

wheww... ok.. relax. Some reason i'm now being hyper sensative to everything, sound, concentration turns my stomach because im concentrating too hard, my heart feels like it's beating like a humming birds, and my body is kinda tingly form the overstimulatkon of me nerves... i have to find some way to relax it out..

9:10am

Oh boy! Going to be ome of those days. Computer is slow, Network is slow, which are probably 90% related. Up here and there most of the morning, not as much as the wife though. It's all gloomy and rainy out.. Blech! But it is FRIDAY!!...

4:15

Looking at things here and thinking, why can't i get things done and keep on them and keep the motovation and interest in it... at home by the way,

4:00pm

Ug an hour left, i hope it goes fast. At least the Universal Studio Catalog is in it's final stages, got the print proofs fomr them a bit ago. just want to go home..

2:20pm

i just want to go to sleep right here at my desk. My head is all foggy and hazy, not too much concenteration. Wonder if i can do a mental health day. lol

12:40pm

Such a mood i don't care. I knw i need to do things but i don't feel like it or really care if i do or not, yet i know i should. Just a tad of turmoil inside that's making it a bit worse. I just feel like going home laying on the bed and cry..

9:10am

hmm... man i hate it when i loose things, especially when it's my clock in card for work. No idea where it is can't remember if it fell out or i put it somewhere. Stupid memory.

3:20pm

Ahhh!! i'm getting all itchy touchy anoyance and a bad headache, which i think can go along with eachother.

3:00pm

I'm at a loss, so much to do.. now not too much to do. I'm in a fog now that i'm setting decent on stuff for deadline. Spent my brain on stress of getting stuff done, now i don't have too much and my brain goes gooey.

1:20pm

God do i hate deadline day, all of our computers slow down soo much becase were nailing the network backing htings up and transferring stuff. It makes it so frustrating having to wait everytime u try to do something.

4:40pm

AHHHH!!!! Unexpedly Missing 1 1/2 of days of work with deadline the day after you come is not a fun deal. I think i'll need something to calm me down tonight, my brain will be boincing around while my body says WTF are you doing!?

10:10am

I think i may get a new hobbie, Drinking. It's not too expensive, it's easy to do, and you really can't mess it up.

9:30am

...heh...

9:30

Oh boy, today may be an interesting day. Eaither it's realy noisy in here or sound is really really bugging me.

4:45pm

15 min to go till i'm outa here, work that is. Got too much stuff done and now i'm kind of at a loss of what to do. I hope theirs more thunderstorms later tonight, i love em.

9:20am

A tired, rain shower morning. My stomache is very upset and acidy, that nasty i just threw up taste and a bit hard to breath. God i hate Acid Reflux.

4:45

Ok, i'm not a tad mad.. i'm Really mad! Everything is edited and changed individually by hand, i might as well trash the 2 pages and start over from scratch! I think i need a drink...

4:40pm

Just a tad frustrated and a bit angry at the moment. You get help from somone and you expect it to be right. When it's done and you look at it see thye didn't use any of your settings and templates.. complete waste of time.

3:20pm

why, why am i a bit hungry. Mainly something sweet, like chocolate.. Easter candy or somehting.. Resee Peanut Butter Egg.. mmm.

1:45pm

WTH.. why am i falling asleep here. May be that i have a full stomach from lunch still. haha. I think around 1:30 everyday is when i get super tired. Who's got some Jolt Cola??

9:30am

Got a very good through the night sleep. The Wife and Baby were gone, but they were missed. :'( Lets see how i am today with a full night of uninterupted sleep. For some reason i can feel tirdness coming on, i think it's just the boringness of work and the dull suroundings.

11:40pm

I love listenign to the rain and the smell of it when it's new and fresh, it's so nice and relaxing.

4:30

5 can't come soon enough, i need out of here. The anxiety, nerves, and stuff has goten to me, so am i in the best of moods.. umm.. no. I just need to get out and relax a bit or something.

2:20

Just a tad on edge, some things just arn't workign as they should be causeing slowdowns. Plus now i keep finding myself nodding off to sleep, i had a good amount of it last night, why am i falling asleep?...

2:15

ugg. So Frustrating. Still waiting on an Ok for the weekly, figures got it done around noon on Friday and it's still floating around here.

2:10

WTF.. as peopel were going out to the warehouse one of them said, as i was working on the weekly, Oh that's not going to go out until Monday. It was 90% done at that time, now it is done and my supervisor has it, and she has no idea why i was told that eaither.

Been an odd day allaround so far..

1:00

Interesting day so far. Was out in the warehouse and was told i wasn't needed and i could go back into the office. Don't know why, don't really care, but it helps me get my stuff done that's due soon.

4:57

Man, good thing today is April 1st..

11:50

Just had an episode that hasn't turned out too well. I got a bit upset about the warehouse stuff and getting my work done. I'm a bit nervouse to see what will happen written up, fiered, sent home for a few days..

9:10

9:10, let the Fun begin. ug.. it's started already. course i probably shouldn't have eaten Cookie Crisp cerial then had a huge cookie too. HAH! But that's not releated to this fun..

4:20

uhh.. almost 4:30, almost time to go home. Leave all this stupid crap and crazyness for today behind and go home to relax outside or something..

1:40

I'm getting a bit upset, frustrated, and anxious. Having no idea or real direction to go on a project with no one to talk to about it, besids some one who would have no idea what to do with it or have the answers i need... Guess i'll just have to say oh well for now. If they give me crap, and what was i supposed to do about it..

1:20

ug.. why is it when your given some type of project and you have questions that no one is around to ask..

4:52

.. i wonder if i'll have time to take a nap for a bit once i get home. Hopefully that will help calm down my crazyness.

4:40

ug, stupid overstimulation.. i hate it. I try to relax and it hasn't worked yet. All i'm doing when i relax is start to fall asleep. lol.

3:10

whew... ok.. for some reason i just got really adgitated and everythign is bothering me, noise, people, tightness of my clothes, my glasses just setting on my face. what the hell set it off i have no clue, could be stress or that i'm running a program that's causing white boxes to pop up change sizes and then dissapear. Can a visual stimulation like that cause things like this?..

1:55

Man.. too long of a night and so far day. I'm ready to fall aslepp right here on my desk. It's too quiet in here, normally it's loud, but many people are helping out in the wharehouse and processing. People entertain me keep me awake here!

9:55

sigh.. what a odd interesting weekend, and monday, it's been. From going to friends house on friday, goign to a hockey game Sat night, a freind freeking out on sunday night and dissapearing for over 4hours, to finding out this mornign that my 3 mo. old needs surgery. it's enought to make you go WTF!? is goign on.

9:00

Another dreary rainy day in toledo. A bunch of the fan coming over today, should be up but it' s a hard day to do it. I'm going to be in trouble I'm supposed to be downstairs sweeping, but the wife beat me to it. Oo am I going to hear this one, but I do love her. :)

3:45

well, almost the end of the day. Weekly is held up in the printer at the moment, had to replace a title. Trying to get it out with 3 pages to do, all the art to get, plus fill in art to find and edit.. whew.. now i see what happens when i'm gone... nothign. heh

9:30

Pretty crappy morning. Feeling like goign back to bed and sleping the whole day. It's friday, so that means i kick up the Ant-Sick techniques.

12:45

Took the day off due to me being sick. God do I hate being sick and uncomferterbal enough where u just can't sleep.

4:10

ugb.. cabnt breeb head stuffed up. Going crazy here at work.. again. I feel soo far behind it's crazy.

4:30

I can officially say eaither i'm sick, or my alergies are really F'n up my sinuses. Got major nastyness draining where it's hard to breath and you always feel like you have something stuck. I'm tryimg not to ake noises while breathing or getting things unstuck, hopefully i am.

9:55

Huh.. surprising enough the person that wanted all the changes to our flyer wasn't even here yesterday so it wouldn;t of went out anyhow. arrgg

9:45

Sigh.. ever get the feelign when your gone nothing ever gets done. Well thats how i feel now, our weekly flyer didn't go out yesterday because i wasn't here. No one decided to ask anyone else where i was at or botherd to just call me and ask.

9:30pm

Ugh.. I'm going back to my old self. This openess junk just gets me into trouble. I feel like if someones not telling what to do or say then all I do is do do dum shit and say stupid stuff. Keep your mouth shut and your feelings to yourself....

10:20pm

Awww how a baby crying for a hour stright can work your nerves, emotions, and tiredness. I think I handeled the whole time very well, no freak out.

4:40

Sigh.. sometimes i think i need to keep track of when i turn in the weekly to when i finally get the OK to send it off to the printers. 20 till 5.. still waiting..

4:20

Ok, a bit of the crazy ness here has worn off, as faras i know. Not to get a composure together and relax. Maybe some Zombie Farm when i get home or Bioshock 2. LOL

3:40

AHH!! Run around Run around like a chicken with it's head cut off. Overstimulation add in a bit of stress and a tad of the ADHD and you get one hyper wall bouncer. Boing Bounce Boing Splat.. Zzzz....

2:30

ok.. relax a bit. A little to wound up trying to keep up with stuff wihout our 4th person. Still haven't even started the 16pg Universal catalog.. ugg

12:40

Dam.. it's so nice outside who the hell wants to be inside working. I just wana be home relaxing outside on our deck. Sigh..

9:20

Whew.. loud talkers and loud phone talkers get to me. It's hard enough to concentrate let alone someone talking loud and distract me.

12:20am

Still awake and should be sleeping by now, but I am tired.

1:30

Hah! Ok, i'm doing ok today the lack of sleep from last night is catching up with me and i think it gave me a headache.

1:00pm

It was mentioned that i hadn't written in my Blog today. Well, here it is.

10:00pm

Got back a bit ago from some of the fam. They cooked some traditional Irish food, No thanks i'll pass on the cabage. Got to go to bed early, probably in the next 1/2 hour, we have to get up realy early. Why you ask? Well the munchkin has a ultrasound at 7 in the morning to check her stomach to make sure nothign is wrong.

11:00am

Sigh, i just learned a bit ago that we may be loosing a person in our 5 people graphics dept. So that means the 4 catalogs will have to be split by 3 people, unless our Super picks a few up. She prbably will, but my guess would be not too many.

10:00am

I got a full 16pg catalog to do for a Universal specialty catalog. Our dedline for our May catalogs is April 13th. So a 16pg catalog and 6pg weeklies equalt to about 40 pages i need to get done in the next 3/12 weeeks. LOL!

10:00am

Doing decent, got an ok amount of sleep. Just handed out the weekly around the building. The most exorcize i get at work besids walking to and from my car.

12:45pm

Doing ok today. Going to a group thing on mondat night helps a bit. Seeing what others are doing and going through can make you feel better knowing it could be worse.

12:45pm

I was told i haven't written anything today and should.

12:50pm

Had lunch, @ noon, with the Hud clan. Man sometimes i just wish i could be at home with them all. With everything I've put them through i'm lucky that their still around.

10:35am

why the hell do i keep wanting to date everything September..

10:35am

interesting, my one doc just called. Not sure why, they didn't leave a message. Hopefully i don't an Apt i completly forgot about.

10:30am

Bored Bored Bored.. I'm at work and nothign really to do, or just don't want to do it. Mainly theirs nothing to do, i've asked. Man it's hard trying to be up and posative..

9:40am

After a rough weekend, mainly sunday, it's now monday moring. I'm tired, burnt out, blaaa. I was up on and off all night but the wife had it worse, i just don't know how she does it.

4:20pm

Ready to go home, relax, hang with friends, and eat some kick ass pizza. It's been decent day..

2:50pm

Feeling pretty decent. Almost 3:00, 2 hours to go. Hopefully they go fast gettign tired of being here.

1:30pm

Sometimes it's the litle things that make you smile.

Lunch-kin withe the Munchkin

I'm hoping to have lunch with all my girls.. Big Ears (Our Dog), Munchkin, and the Wife.

11:00am

Just got some pics of our little Munchkin. Helps turn the day around a bit seeing that cute little smiling face. Sent some off to a few people at work who sent them to others who sent them to other. Feels good to get so many compliments and to see them getting forwarded to soo many people.

9:15am

Gloomy and dreary days can lead to gloomy and dreary moods.

9:00am FAKE PAYDAY!!

It's Thursday, we get our checks and autodeposit stuff but can't do anythign with it untill Friday, AKA Fake Payday. This morning im a tad tired, but it is 9:00.. Seems today will be one of the days i keep reading the same things over and over again, just anoying.

4:10pm

Kinda bored, don't want to be here anymore. Taking time on some of my work to span out things to do. I'm getting a bit restless and impatiant, where my clothes and anythign else that touches me makes me squirm and annoyed.

R.I.P. Corey Haim

http://popwatch.ew.com/2010/03/10/corey-haim-memoriam/

http://www.reuters.com/article/idUSTRE6292T720100310?type=entertainmentNews%3FfeedType%3DRSS&feedName=entertainmentNews&utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+reuters%2Fentertainment+%28News+%2F+US+%2F+Entertainment%29&utm_content=Google+Feedfetcher

So sad, one of the most memerable 80's actors for me.

Gone

Yeah, big space in between entries. I was told all this blog was me botching and griping about things. Well what do you expect from a Bi-Polar, not always going to be roses and care bears.

12:45pm

Doing good, things are looking smooth for today. No need to change this one up.