Thanks

Day one;

So im supposed to do this thankful for 5 things a day thing. Well I haven't, guess ins hours make some sort of effort right?

-kids, mine

-friends 

-cereal

-milk

-art

Now to do this for 7 days and not repeat, holy hell. 

BS Rant of Idiots

Why, why does it seem lately that I've come upon and dealt with an astronomical amount of nonsense Impatience?? From Doctors offices being rude when trying make an appointment, not taking my name and hanging up on me while the conversation wasn't done. To the same office sending prescriptions to a completely wrong store, and I'm not talking about a wrong location, a completely wrong store. Never knew it was so hard to send a script to Walgreen and end-up sending it to Kroger instead.. what!?!?

I have, or had, an associate account setup with Amazon to make a tad bit of extra money. Well went into my account today to see this;

  Account Closed 

This account is closed and will not generate referrals. Access to this site is for historical purposes only. 

To continue your participation in the Amazon Associates program, you are required to declare if any of your sites are directed primarily at children under 13 . Go to Edit your website list page to provide this declaration.

I try to re-establish and fix the issue. they want websites i have and own, I don't have any. I've been just sending/making adds to appear on Facebook and Twitter. so how was I supposed to declare this? Wasn't even any type of from that was available to accept or agree to, like most places do. How do i know that you ask? I did an online chat with a customer service person. Apparently sense i missed the "deadline" which was when I was out of commission and in the psych ward of a local hospital. Of course they said 'oh sorry to hear that, but once it's closed it can't be re-opened' WHAT!? your joking right?? 'you will just have to go through the approval process again and make a new account.' So any sales I did have will be sent to me in a amazon gift card, supposedly, any sales that I've earned to get to the next step of earning greater percentages, gone. 

Sometimes I wonder about our society in this world or think, is this just a dream im having or even someone else's dream and I'm in it, or am I in hell and I'm getting put through this reality as a punishment for what I did when I was alive.

Morning

Wife called me on my cell this morning while i was setting at my desk, didn't answer it. She ended up texting me and telling me that our Daughter's backpack and lunch was in my car. Ooops, guess that happens at a last minute decision of who's taking her to school. Had to leave work and take her stuff to her. LOL But hay, i was able to stop and get a tad bit of breakfast.

Apt Follow-up

Well after my apt i called my wife and told here how things went. I completely broke and for 15 min went off into a rage and it quickly turned to me crying like someone had killed my dog. So easily predictable that i didn't go back to work for the rest of the day. As one could also guess it wasn't the best day after that.

Apt Results

Not to sure on my feelings if the new place. I've got mixed feelings of it weather they really took the time to figure things out. In my opinion using a computer to figure out the "diagnosis" instead of what a persons medical background should tell you. I can set there and ask questions from a computer to diagnose people too. At the moment I have high anxiety about this, along with feeling like Ive gotten no where from where I was before.